"He said you'll never be happy..."He said you'll never be happy. It'll always be this way. It's how it's always been, what makes you think it will change? What he couldn't see was that you were in pain. Something was lost deep inside you that you couldn't explain.
Never fulfilled and always searching, but for what? Your heart felt like it was something you could never obtain. Is this all there is? You would often wonder. Maybe he was right, the problem was me. "I'll just never be happy".
But that could not be further from the truth. You may not want to hear it now but he's part of what's got you stuck. He doesn't have the heart to believe in big dreams. He doesn't have the vision to see what you see. Something is stirring in your spirit. It's always been there but now it's too loud to ignore.
You want something more because you were made that way. You want to break free. But doing so is going to require some growing. You can't live the same way anymore. Major things will have to change.
You will feel like you’re losing everything but it's only because everything must go. You must move to get unstuck. It's required if you want to fly. This time in your cocoon is doing much more than you think. Hold on brave one, it won't be much longer. Now, it's all about to change.
XIII. Change
Florida
7/16/22